Does God Test Us?
We have a very special guest contributor with us today. I have had the privilege of knowing Gregory Thompson for the past 17 years. We have been through it all together, although not side-by-side due to the distance in miles, but always heart-to-heart.
I tease Greg by saying that he is my little Indian boy, as he is part Native American. He was raised with his mother’s strong Native beliefs and fully embraces it. He is also in the medical field, as you will see from his writings below.
It is an honor to share his beautiful musings with the world.
Life is full of pot holes along the path. My own life experiences are what make me the person I am today: from a near fatal car accident, to experimental brain surgery, to a stroke.
The good things about seeing patients that I work with is that I get to witness their healing and walking — not being wheeled, but walking — out of the hospital. I also have the joy of seeing the faces of the children no matter what their diagnosis may be.
Could all of these be God’s intervention … or could it be just God’s creation?
We all have a free will to make choices to do the right thing … or not to. We are allowed to make those choices. We all have the guidelines of what we have to do to be a good person. My choices have always been to try to do anything I could do to take the pain or fear away from the patients that I have the honor to serve as part of their treatment team. Was it God’s intervention in my life to turn me away from a career in Marine Biology to a career in Respiratory Therapy and furthering on to Nurse Practitioner? Some may say yes, while others may say no and reason that it was simply what my interest evolved into. For me, though, I think that in some way, somehow, I was given the desire to help and heal. I can’t say that it was God … but I do feel that I want to make God proud and happy that I am utilizing the talent and putting the education to a good use and most certainly not to take advantage of it to only further my own self instead. I want to take the pain away and help bring them peace.
There are people that come into our lives that do that very same thing for us.
They may not even be doctors or nurses. They may be an accountant, a homemaker, or even a police officer. These people come into your life and bring such joy and peace. They make you want to be a better person, perhaps of the internal guilt you may feel for not always being the person you should be.
Is this God sending an angel to help guide you?
We have all of these questions with as many answers as there are stars in the sky.
I don’t feel that God tests us. That would imply a level of un-trust on the part of the Almighty. That’s not the Omnipotent Being that I envision! God, the Great Spirit, Allah, Buddha, call him (or her) what you wish. I just know that the Almighty is not there to manipulate our lives but to provide strength when we are at our weakest. In my opinion, God is there to pass that strength on when those around us, those we love most, are at their weakest.
During my recovery from the brain surgery, there was one person that gave me the strength – the will – to recover. That same person gave me all of the strength that she had while I worked my way back to some semblance of normalcy after my stroke. This person never asked for anything, never expected a “thank you” … she just poured encouragement and support into my recovering body. It was this person that, to me, enabled me to recover.
So, I’ll ask …
Does God, the Almighty test us?
OR
Does He see the trials that we encounter and provide His angels to lend us strength and guidance?
Personally, I feel that He sent an angel to me. I only hope that as I progress down my path in life that I can prove to be worthy of the love, support, and encouragement that I have received from my angel.
Starla J
May 1, 2014 @ 3:30 pm
Thank you for sharing your heart here.
Shirley
May 1, 2014 @ 5:12 pm
It was absolutely beautiful, wasn’t it, Starla?! It completely touched my heart when I read it.
Kirsten Oliphant
May 2, 2014 @ 3:42 pm
I think there is an intricate weaving to this world that we can’t fully trace by labeling some things tests and others choices or will. Somehow it all binds together. I do think it binds together in God (Colossians says he holds all things together) but often people throw around terms easily as though this is not some great mystery! This post reminded me of the mystery and also the beauty of seeing how it all fits!
Greg
May 3, 2014 @ 4:11 pm
Kirsten
Is that what it is all about? The wonderful mystery. What’s truly God’s plan? The question why why why…
The enlightening part for me IS the journey.
Thank you for your thoughts!
Tamela Jasmann
May 5, 2014 @ 3:24 pm
Greg,
First I would like to say that it is sooo very nice to “meet” you!! I think we both have the same angel-friend that we love beyond words just for being who she is! And the power of your words – YES!! It takes a strong belief in God to survive and thrive after brain injury and you ARE a “walking” miracle!!
To read your words was so touching for me. You are a man of mighty belief and personal strength. Thank you for sharing deeply held beliefs with us. I do believe you are right that God does not necessarily test us as that would indicate a Supreme Being that picks and chooses who will be “blessed” and who won’t (based on what criteria for who is blessed??!!) because as humans with free will, choosing to follow the straight and narrow is not a choice many would make if given the chance to not know God and His Love. For me, if God/goodness exists, then the Devil/evil exist and God does not control what the Devil may do. It is up to me to place my faith and trust in a Being Greater Than Myself so I can be “accountable” for my actions and how I interact and treat people. I would much rather serve God than please the Devil!
Like you, my path has not been an easy one but my journey, when taken all together, has resulted in me being the person I am today…and for all the hardships and trials, I am thankful for each and every one. I had to find my God in adulthood and come to grips with the fact that God had not deserted me but had simply chosen a path for me that while fraught with what some would call “tests”, I call living life today. God doesn’t make our lives worse by testing us…He leaves it open for us to stop testing ourselves and to seek and find comfort in His arms.
Keep striving, Greg. It’s nice to meet a man of such fine character!
Greg
May 15, 2014 @ 6:34 pm
Tamela
It is a pleasure to finally “meet” you as well. Our mutal angel has spoken so much about you.
I thank you from the heart for your kind words. My inspiration comes from not wanting to let any one down..and not letting go. There is so much more in life i want and feel i need to do.
Thank you. Your kindness fills my heart
Greg